Well mom found out I smoke. That was bad news now she thinks I’m a terrible person or some shit. But as far as she knows I’m quitting ( which in reality I have been working on) so we’ll see. But basically she doesn’t trust me and thinks that bc I smoke that I am an alcoholic, a pot head, and a whore. Which isn’t even close to right or are neither of those things related. (unless you smoke cigs when you drink and then smoke pot with the hot guy then sleep with him. Or anything like that) haha but that’s not really a typical night for me. I don’t know about you.
Hmm also I think I won the game I was playing with “Steve”. I saw him at work for the first time in almost 4 weeks yesterday and we talked. At first I was worried. But he made the first move in the conversation. We talked a lot. And about meaningful things too. He asked me how I was and we talked about school and work and we talked about our vacations and he even asked how my mother was (she has a lot of medical problems so it meant a lot that he asked that) so either he’s really good at my game and beat me. Or were supposed to give it another chance. Then today we were working in the same house. We talked and flirted around like things had always been. I was in the pantry lookin for something and he came to help and he kissed me. Or I kissed him or idk but we kissed. And I was happy for the first time in weeks. So I guess well see where this one ends up. He wants to hang out b4 I go back to school but idk if that’ll happen soooo yeahh. Hopefully if we can’t he won’t get too upset since I’ll be able to possibly drive up from school to see him whelpppp.