greekguide:

Submitted by anchored-always

greekguide:

Submitted by anchored-always



I’ll keep you my dirty little secret.

I’ll keep you my dirty little secret.


so its time again

I haven’t gotten on here in basically for ever, but putting myself out there in the world when the only people that can judge me don’t really even know me is great. I think that I’ll start blogging my life away again because it always made me feel sooooo much better. <3



It’s been one hell of a week.

So for starters one of my best friends got in a car accident on Monday. A lady ran the light and t-boned my friend. Her car was totaled and she hurt her leg pretty bad and was pretty banged up. Then on wednesday, she had a grand mal seizure. The doctors have concluded that it was from the head trauma from the car accident, and she fell over from the seizure
and hit her head. The fall caused my friend to fracture her skull and she has bleeding in her brain So you can imagine the amounts of hate I have for this woman. Mind you my friend is the strongest person I have ever met in my life. Shes the girl that I go to for almost everything. When I went to see her in the hospital yesterday, and saw her laying in a bed with padded rails and wearing a neck brace. I wanted so much to trade places with her. Then we were talking about things and she didn’t know what hospital we were at. This was so hard to even know how to react to. They say that the bleeding in her brain is getting worse. I don’t really even know what this means but I know that it’s bad. Very bad. So I won’t even look up what could happen if it doesn’t get better. They ordered a bunch of tests but they won’t happen til Monday bc it was the weekend and you know how hospitals are. Hopefully the tests come back and they’ll be able to figure out what to do to help her. Please pray for her. I don’t care if you don’t believe in God or who you do believe in. Just hope or wish or whatever. That she gets better and soon.


The rest of the shit this week.

Well mom found out I smoke. That was bad news now she thinks I’m a terrible person or some shit. But as far as she knows I’m quitting ( which in reality I have been working on) so we’ll see. But basically she doesn’t trust me and thinks that bc I smoke that I am an alcoholic, a pot head, and a whore. Which isn’t even close to right or are neither of those things related. (unless you smoke cigs when you drink and then smoke pot with the hot guy then sleep with him. Or anything like that) haha but that’s not really a typical night for me. I don’t know about you.

Hmm also I think I won the game I was playing with “Steve”. I saw him at work for the first time in almost 4 weeks yesterday and we talked. At first I was worried. But he made the first move in the conversation. We talked a lot. And about meaningful things too. He asked me how I was and we talked about school and work and we talked about our vacations and he even asked how my mother was (she has a lot of medical problems so it meant a lot that he asked that) so either he’s really good at my game and beat me. Or were supposed to give it another chance. Then today we were working in the same house. We talked and flirted around like things had always been. I was in the pantry lookin for something and he came to help and he kissed me. Or I kissed him or idk but we kissed. And I was happy for the first time in weeks. So I guess well see where this one ends up. He wants to hang out b4 I go back to school but idk if that’ll happen soooo yeahh. Hopefully if we can’t he won’t get too upset since I’ll be able to possibly drive up from school to see him whelpppp.


dontforgetjae:

..I don’t cry myself to sleep tho’

dontforgetjae:

..I don’t cry myself to sleep tho’

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